Lost Chapels, Forgotten Goddesses
On finding the divine in the dust and ruin of things left behind.
FIELD NOTES
Valkyrie
7/21/20253 min read


There are places the map forgets. Places where ivy swallows stone and silence hangs like incense. It’s there I go, in boots worn soft and a heart drawn to threshold spaces. My pilgrimage is not one of conquest or escape, but of return. Of remembering.
I’m drawn to the broken chapels and crumbling sanctuaries where the feminine divine once pulsed like flame. Now? Just whispers. Just wind. But I listen.
The vine-wrapped path is not empty—it sings. With every step I take, I retrace forgotten devotions, like brushing ash off the pages of a buried psalm. These ruins do not mourn; they wait. Patient. Sacred. Watching to see if someone will remember.
This is not a history lesson. This is an invocation.
The Veiled History of Sacred Feminine Spaces
There’s a particular hush in places the gods have left. It’s not grief. It’s memory. Step into an abandoned shrine, and you’ll smell it—earth heavy with time, the ghost of candle wax, something sweet and lost.
Beneath the weathered arches, beneath the moss, lie prayers to goddesses whose names were once spoken like spells. Whose altars bore milk and honey and blood and salt. Now they go unnamed. Unmarked. But not unpowerful.
Their presence has become more intimate, more primal. They slip into dreams, into bones. They rise through your fingertips when you touch the stone.
You don’t just explore these spaces—you are changed by them. Because the sacred feminine isn’t gone. She’s just been waiting for us to remember her voice.
Ruins Are Not Empty
They are full of echoes you’ve been taught to ignore.
The sanctuaries are not silent. They murmur, they breathe. There is a language beneath language, etched into the very marrow of these places. It is a tongue the body remembers before the mind does.
Each collapsed arch, each vine-choked stairwell, is a psalm. The divine feminine hides in plain sight—in the cracked altar, in the feral weeds reclaiming the nave.
To walk here is to undress your soul. To meet the goddess not as a relic, but as a mirror.
This isn’t just about the past. It’s about what has been buried in us. Because when I kneel in these ruins, I don’t feel like I’m discovering something new. I feel like I’m being remembered.
The Silence Is the Spell
In the stillness, I find her. She does not shout. She doesn’t need to. Her power hums in the gaps—in what was erased, in what still lingers.
The silence here is not absence. It is presence magnified. It is the sound of breath held between verses.
This isn’t just archaeology. It’s reclamation. I am not here to chronicle. I am here to listen. To feel the soul’s language flow back into my blood.
The divine feminine isn’t waiting to be worshipped. She is inviting us to wake up.
Modern Pilgrimages
What if finding yourself meant getting lost first?
Each ruin I visit is a wound and a blessing. The stone remembers the curve of a priestess’s foot, the rustle of ritual, the vibration of drums. I walk with reverence, but not fragility. The goddesses I meet in these places are not delicate.
They are fierce. They are tired of being tamed.
This is not nostalgia. It’s resurrection. And every time I run my fingers along a scorched wall or kiss the moss-dark lintel of a collapsed threshold, I take a little of her with me.
To reclaim divine femininity is not to mourn what was lost. It is to embody what remains.
The Goddess Was Never Gone
You were just taught not to look for her in the mirror.
Standing at the threshold of these forgotten sanctuaries, I feel her in my bones. She’s not some abstract energy. She’s not a metaphor.
She’s you when you stop apologizing.
She’s me when I stop asking permission.
She’s the wildness in your grief, the fire in your quiet joy.
The goddesses of old are not waiting to be resurrected. They are already living in the spaces we choose to reclaim—in ourselves, in our bodies, in our rage, our softness, our sacred refusal to be small.
This is not a myth.
This is a love letter to what endures.
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